Everyone remembers the first time.
Some of us would rather not.
Whether it happened by accident, or it was planned, at night in the back seat of a car, in our parents' basement while they were away, in a tiny dormitory room in college, at the graveyard or in an open field --- the first time stays with us. We shall share what it was like when you went "All The Way."
Some of us went in with outrageous expectations... or fear ...or uncontrolled giggling. All of our myths about sex came with us to that first time.
This feature is meant to be an exploration of human sexuality, and our personal emotional experiences.
All identities will be kept COMPLETELY CONFIDENTIAL. Only the stories will be revealed. We invite you be part of this community, sharing THE FIRST TIME, another Reader-driven feature of the GENERATOR 21.
To share your first sexual experience simply send in an e-mail with the subject line "THE FIRST TIME" to The First Time at G21.
How many times down thru the years I have found the fantasy exceed the reality I can not even recall. It has happened so often in my as a Lover of Women.
As a boy, I would spend endless hours poring over purloined Playboy magazines fantasizing over the other-worldly beauties that adorned the pages and actually ached with desire, throbbed with longing to possess such unreasonable beauty.
The lovely Karen came back into my life as a senior in High School. She had been in my class in kindergarten many years before and we had went our separate ways and it is really a wonder to me how we ever got together, often thinking about one another for years...
When we got together at a friend's house whose parents were away, I was inflamed with desire when I saw her nipple sticking out thru the facric of her peasant blouse.
Taking her blouse off and nibbling on those perky breasts and firm pink nipples was an out-of-body experience. When I got her pants down her valentine-shaped buns so perfect and firm I had to restrain myself from shooting a load thru the air...
Finally on the bed I had her on her back & she was guiding me in. I guess I must have seemed a bit awkward but despite our efforts I could not slip past The Gates into the Sacred Chamber. Again and Again I stormed The Gates of the citadel but they would not yield their pleasure. The fair lass had tightened tightened up and I was not to be allowed to pass.
Imagine the frustration, not to mention my acute embarassment! I felt like I could have hid under a bottle cap. My ardor had begun to cool, unbelievably, & I was crushed with shame.
But Karen wasn't affected and so she bathed my face in kisses... with her beautiful mouth & her gentle caresses she had me in a state of ectacy that surpassed anything on this mortal realm.
God, knowing what I know now I realize I should have married that girl. She had a talent & know-how to please a man.
Fortunately, I later was able to fully possess her on many occassions. Otherwise the memory of her would have left me a empty hollow shell of a man. But that is a story for another time...
FROM TLT, Healdsburg, CA, USA:
With your help, in this space we'll share with you the experience that other G21 readers had THE FIRST TIME. We shall look at the expectations, the circumstances, the aftermath of our readers' first times; how they lost their virginity.
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